committed

I'v committed to a course of action with this move to MN. All of my belongings save my pony and immediate necessities are already there. I'm not missing much of it, the awful truth of humanities unending want is you really don't need much. I am, however, sorely missing the company of my family. To take the awful truth to the next level, I am referring mostly to my non-human family. What can you say? /shrug

But committed I am. While The Man is once again giving me reason to pause in relation to our relationship (come'on, could you resist that?). What has not changed is my intense desire to bloody get up there! I have to trust in my heart that my brain is over reacting, while The Man has been really good during our enforced separation I should not therefore jump to conclusions that he is doing anything inherently wrong just because there is a part of me that is just waiting for him to do so. Also, I have the guidance of wiser minds helping me to see all the possibilities. Thankfully.