Maybe God exists but doesn't hear me because I don't believe enough. I looked for him for years, but I couldn't find him. Maybe I wasn't supposed to look but simply have faith that he was there. Now I am lost in the dark and there is no light to guide me home, the future looms closer all the time with nothing to show for all I have done. If God exists maybe I'm just not good enough for him. Everyone thinks I am so nice, but than everyone also thought I was independent and look where I am now. I am so alone I can barely function, it's all a show with nothing underneath.
Last night I called M, I reached out to him for comfort and support. I heard her in the background tell him not to talk to me and he did not. I am completely on my own.
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2 comments:
Hang in there. God is in you. You are independent, and there is a great wealth of truth inside you which you are just beginning to discover.
Nope, there is no god.
If there was, and he was all a god is supposed to be, it would be obvious as to his existence.
Innocent children would not suffer, horrible things would not happen to nice people.
Unless, of course, he doesn't give a shit. In that case, he is unworthy of our reverence anyway :-)
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