Friday, February 12, 2010

Same old story...

I did not exactly forget about this blog, it just didn't really catch my attention. But now that it's been brought back to my attention, I've enjoyed re-reading those few posts I did make. It was a nice to see where I was for that small window of time. I think I might give this "blogging thing" another try, though I don't know that it will work any better for me the second time around than it did the first. I'm not surprised that no one has read this yet, I'd be shocked if anyone ever did.

About The Ruins, yeah that really sucked! Did eventually see the movie and it was better than the book, which doesn't say a whole lot about the movie...

Yuki, I MISS Yuki!! He's up in MN now with The Man. We decided to move up there and when He got a good job offer it made sense to split our household up while I finish my associates, but it's been tough. Sometimes I miss Yuki more than his owner (omg really? yup!)

Still have the bike, and am much better on it now than I was the first year. I loff my little 250 ninja, but I would like to move up to a 500 when I get a chance.

The Man and I are still together, or maybe came back together is a better way to phrase it. I don't know if he cheated on me (which would be bad) or if he used me while he had a relationship with someone else (which is a whole lot worse), but it lasted nearly a year. We actually had a talk once and agreed that we just weren't going to "hang out" anymore, but he was back that night. I made him leave that night and the next and he got mad at ME?!? I don't understand at all. He did stop seeing her, I have friends who were friends of hers. From what I understand she got mad because he just completely stopped talking to her one day. Wouldn't return her calls or see her at all. I know it was right around the time I said I was done unless he made a decision to be with me. So I guess he made a decision. It is tough though, he has never admitted that he did anything wrong. The closest he'll come is admitting she was more than a friend. I still have a real problem with trust, but I do love the man (the heart wants what it wants I suppose, even when the brain is screaming!). I can't wait to get up to MN though. I really would love to make it work with The Man, but I also REALLY WANT TO LIVE IN MN!!! I can't even tell you why, I don't know myself...

So here we are again, lets see if we can make this work OK?

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